afraid to speak out loud b/c you're not sure whether you'll like what you hear.

afraid to open your eyes b/c you're not sure whether you'll like what you see.

afraid to be yourself b/c you're not sure whether you'll like her or not.

sucks when you're trapped in between. past and the future with the present in between.

dont judge me. just try and understand.

oh how i appreciate public transportation now... miss waiting for the 1 or the cable car. even if its freezing there right now. i'd trade the 2 hour drive for momentary shivers.

working in irvine. how ironic. ha!

Today is my day off.

Whew! been baby-sitting my neice and nephew the entire week. 10am to 7pm. seriously, that's a full-time job! and that's coming from me - who naively and ignorantly stereo-types house wives as - well plainly put - lazy. it's not easy taking care of kids. i know this now. what more - being the person responsible for truly raising them. i take back all my generalizations and, i must admit, my condescending thoughts, some of which were verbalized - and i recognize the difficulty. being a mom is full-time job... my hat's off to you.

Have a few days off from the kids. Then baby-sitting for the tail-end of the week. Then I'm off -------------------------------------------------------- Jamaica here we come!!!!!  It's open bar for our entire vacation - so now's my chance to try anything and everything.. I'm compiling a list of drinks I must try. Please add your favorite or your worst drink to my list...

one door closes... two other doors open...

happens when you least expect it.

gotta have some rain before you see the rainbow.

time to be productive!

seriously, get on it. before some tasks are thrown at me.

feels so strange. doing things other than studying. a bit weird. but i can definitely get used to this.